Writing Revelations...

I've realized over time, that the times where I was most happy and when I wrote the most was when I was working and when I was around people every day. I now know that in order for me to write, I need to interact with people everyday. My best written work, was done while I was working and then shortly after when I was only on a short-term leave at the time. I haven't been able to write since.

I know why.

Some revelations I'll keep to myself. For now I know I have more to work on this year than I originally thought. 2009 - the year I take back what's mine - meaning my life, has taken on many shapes and forms. If I had known how hard it would be when I made that decision, I don't know if I would have began. But there's no going back to what my life was like before. In hiding. I even know why I was hiding now. But, all in good time.

I have a long way to go. I've lost a lot of fight in this dog. I have to get it back. Somehow.